.Sunday, October 22, 2006 ' 5:09 PM Y
I dun enjoy blogging seriously....haha...but since i'm online, shall juz do it.Couldnt get to slp on thurs nite..juz laid down there n think. I juz reflected on wad i had juz said on e fone....i felt that i sounded very stupid, n i'm freaking selfish.mayb i'm crazy.......i duno.However e sadness in me made me realise something....or i'll said cleared my confused feelings.I really felt veri sorry saying that abt his frens, in which i didnt care abt his feelings. Fri morning saw him during assembly....i was trying to rush thru my chinese assignment, but his presence took my attention away frm e chinese words. again..my brain was flooded wif thots...i felt veri bad abt myself.....mayb he was angry wif me...i dunoAft maths lect was 1 period of break...completed my chinese assignment within 20 mins...i stood up n leaned against e railing...luking at e students walking past. would he walk past? really wanted to make sure he was alrite...but how??!!! i duno....chem lessons....didnt really respond to ms leow as i normally would have....she mentioned him...joked abt it...n i didnt luff.juz kept quiet. aniwae...i'm gona be e nx target of ms leow.congrats to me.i onli switched on my fone during pw lessons.....saw his msgs...duno whyl but felt e sign of relief. he wasnt angry. haha.....i guess hes really sad inside his heart...bu zhi dao ba...really hope he'll be fine, n cheer up
