.Saturday, April 07, 2007 ' 2:08 PM Y
I hate to experience e roller coaster of emotions.E feelings of it suck.
everything juz get out of hands.
-My Dad's making a fuss since thurs. Rubbish load of words that gets on ur nerve.Quarrel wif some mom, dun say all these stuffz. I'm bound to shoot back at u wif a rifle. Dun ever try bully my mom. Nw, he's bloody nagging non stop, with me being e victim. Dis is wad he says 'I cant depend on u in future, cos u r unfilial......Try toking back to me, i'll even hit u in front of ur husband nx time' Wapiang....sian lor....He oso said dis' Y cant u get a scholarship lyk ppl frm RJC, all same brain wad. Ppl can do it y u cannot.' F**K
Nvm...
I admit I've changed a lot. Ppl hu noe me now, dis is nt e me b4.
I used to be gd tempered, everyting will ren ren n ren. Nw....my temper is...a gone case. does get unreasonable.
Sometimes, u r juz trying to throw a hint a somebody, nt one but many. Yet, e person juz doesnt get it no matter how hard u hv tried making it so obvious.
MAyb theres a communication breakdown..i duno...IF tings continue e way it is...it isnt gonna hv a happy ending.
I'm goona try hard to curb dat urge in getting out of e hse during wkends. However If its e gals, i will happily go.
I'm trying hard....re-organising my list of fun n priorities.
