.Sunday, November 30, 2008 ' 11:13 PM Y
I really pei fu those people who have to leave their loved ones and go study abroad. They really have the courage and are really independent. I'm orite with the part of taking care of myself but the thing I can never make it, is to leave my family + Jon and be at a far away land. I will cry for weeks i think. I took near to 2 months plus just to get used to hostel life, and I'll always chiong home no matter how late it is cos I juz dun lyk to be away from my family :( The kind of feeling sux. When sch reopens, I gotta be back in hall again :( How long will I take to get used to those life again?ANyway I dunno wads wrong with my brain these few days. Why will I develop such kind of thinking? family VS jon used to be a 50 50 thing. But now,it seems to move to 40 60. I am becoming more and more like a crazy jon obsessor. crazy me. wads wrong with me. everyday my brain is onli jon jon jon. crazy me. It seems I'm caring for jon more den my family. baddie me