.Tuesday, March 24, 2009 ' 10:10 PM Y
Its is the season of Ching Ming jie. Ppl will all go pay respects to their ancestors.
I guess I'll be gg too mayb dis wkend and nx wkend. Pay respect to my grandparents and my elder bro. I hv nv mentioned it b4 and guess this is the first time i am talking abt it.
Every year when i go pay respect to my elder bro, I feel really sad. And I guess its much worst for my parents esp mummy =( Though I hv nv seen him b4 but the stories that I heard from my mum juz made me cry. And every yr when I go to the cemetary I will think of the story and that makes me cry. Sometimes I wished Lao Tian didnt take my gor gor away from us. It'll be so nice if he could live and be with us. But thats life and fate we hv to accept. I really admire mummy and daddy for their courage to hv pulled through all these yrs esp the initial phase. Their first son..
gor gor. i do miss u deeply in my heart and i noe u r doing very well now.
I promise I will be double filial(one for mine and I'll help u wif urs) to daddy and mummy.